James McBride's book, The Color of Water

Ruth's family was relying on her, to work in the store among other things, and she was unhappy and feeling trapped. The straw that broke the camel's back with respect to her leaving was her becoming pregnant, having an abortion, and then hearing that Peter, the black man who would have been the father of her baby, was marrying another woman. She confronted him and he told her his parents were making him marry the other woman because he had gotten her pregnant as well:

If the world were fair, I suppose I would have married him, but there was no way that could happen in Virginia. Not in 1937. I made up my mind then that I was going to leave Suffolk for good. I was seventeen, in my last year of high school, and for the first time in my life I was starting to have opinions of my own. There was no life for me there (154).

Ruth has simply become too big, in mind and spirit, to remain in the racist Virginia town, and her leaving seems inevitable. However, Ruth feels an obligation to her mother just as

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Approximate Word count = 1140
Approximate Pages = 5 (250 words per page)

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