ll," you exclaim (Shakespeare 1110). However, heaven does not advocate revenge dear Hamlet but turning the other cheek. You need to focus your energies on setting things right, instead of continual self-analysis that contemplates ending your life, "if it be not now, yet it will come: the readiness is all" (Shakespeare 1110). However, a Christian perspective realizes God has a higher purpose for you by living and taking your rightful place of king.
Your education is getting in the way of your view of God. According to Emile Durkheim (158), your Christian perspective is being altered by Protestant influence, "The Catholic accepts his fate ready made, without scrutiny...but the proclivity of Protestantism for suicide must relate to the spirit of free inquiry that animates this religion." I know you have been abroad studying and your have learned much about the world, but your fate as future
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